Sad....

I know I will only be in Kansas until March...but it's freakin' March and since it's come down to being only 3 weeks before I leave, things have been weighing heavily on my mind. I will, most certainly, miss my family. I believe the longest I've gone without seeing my niece, Emma, is a month and even then, she was SOOOOO different than the last time I saw her. Brynlee was born in June, and while she will not remember my absence, it still stings. It stings because I cannot only see her and Emma when I want/can but instead it's when I can make the trek back to TX. I'm sad because I'm so afraid things with those beautiful girls will change so much that it won't "matter" that I'm in their lives. I know it's silly, I've just been thinking about them a lot lately...